So ye may have guessed from the earlier post that Eve left Rob, I told the lads in the kayak club, they had copped someting was up as I had been texting her all weekend. I think they all warned me to be careful, that they didnt want to see me get hurt again.. She [...]
Is it time to become public?
I’ve been thinking alot about making my blog public lately, but there are a few things that worry me about that choice.If I make my blog public how will people take it? Will I be hated for my honesty? Will I still be loved as the person they thought I was? Or disliked for who [...]
Apathy
Apathy is nothing but a curse on humanity. Look at us, we have become indifference to the suffering all around us. Can you honestly say that when you hear about a war in a different country or a horrific accident that you’ll care for more than a few minutes, after that we forget about it [...]
Societies Failing’s
I look at society today and all I see is a generation of Americanised youth who one day believe that they will become a famous rock star, actor and rich and all of their problems will cease to be, we are slowly waking up to the reality and realising that we are not special, we [...]
Giving Up
I guess I have to give up on Eve, I don know why I find it so hard, its not like she’s single anymore. The memories fade with time until it only remains as a dream, but oh, what a beautiful fantasy it was. I guess I already have given up on her, we’ll never [...]
Sorry?
Eve keeps saying sorry and i’m sick of it. It doesnt make it any better, it makes no difference if she’s sorry I still got hurt.I’m sick of the endless repetition of that one word but it makes me think.
Do people say sorry because they think it will make the other person feel better or [...]
Tainted
Why do we listen to love songs when we’re depressed? All of those songs have an underlying theme of loss and the fear of losing the love of others. Is it empathy we’re looking for? Are we hoping that sharing another’s suffering will lessen our pain.Or is it something darker?Do we derive a sadistic personal [...]
Protected: Guess I’m not so smart
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Start again??
So Eve is after reading the blog she said she liked it but i’m not too sure if she did, ha… I did warn her it was raw and honest, I mean come on whats the point in writing a blog if your not going to be honest in it?? Should I keep writing it [...]
Being Used
Sometimes it felt like she was just using me as some thing to pass the time with during the week.
Is she really though? or is it just the voice of self doubt in the back of my mind? Albeit reasonable self doubt.
I dont think she is using me, I think she is just as lost [...]
